Find A Friend – DBlog Week Day 1

Sorry that I’m so late. I had a few technical difficulties (my laptop did not want to connect to the Internet all day) 😦 but I’m here now.

Well I’m still new to the Diabetes Online Community and have not yet had the chance to read all of the blogs I want to read but from the few that I have read here is my list of blogs to definitely check out. (There are way too many blogs to just list one lol)

First up is the blog at I absolutely love her personality she simply tells it like it is, whether you like it or not. She is funny and sarcastic at times and her tag-line describes her (and her blog) well – a girl with a dumb pancreas, a smart mouth and some thoughts on living with diabetes.

Next is the blog that made me feel like I’m not the only one who is not on a pump. She is a college student and talks about what it is like to be a young type 1. I read her blog and feel like ‘she gets it.’ You can check her out at

Now this guy makes me laugh even if I was having the most horrible day ever. When I told my mom about today’s prompt she was like, “Oh, so you are going to write about that guy you are always talking about.” That guy is Brain from He sees the silver lining in everything, rewrites the lyrics to my favorite songs to make them more “diabetic” lol and adds just enough sarcasm to make anything funny. If you are in need for a laugh trust me, check him out.

There are so many other blogs I could mention but I have to stop because I’m running late and have to eat something. My mom is already fretting because I’m typing instead of eating lol. I hope everyone enjoys DBlog week!

Prompt: D-Blog Week, Day 1: It seems the most popular thing about Diabetes Blog Week is that it helps us find blogs we weren’t reading yet and connect with some new blog friends.  With that in mind, let’s kick off Diabetes Blog Week by making some new connections.  Think about the d-blogs you read that you think we may not know about and introduce us to one that you love!!  Let’s all find a new friend today!    (Special thanks to Gina, everybody’s Diabetes BFF, for helping me (Karen) title this post!)

Round 1

Sorry that I’ve been away for so long. It’s hard to remain upbeat all of time especially when things don’t go as planned no matter how hard you try. Well, my blood sugar has really been riding a glu-coaster these past couple of weeks and I felt a little down.I felt like a complete failure.

I love the DOC because I began reading other blogs about people who are going through the same difficulties. Karen @ bitter~sweet diabetes wrote that “not trying is not an option”. I think that statement helped me through this time unlike anything else. Then I started googling motivational quotes and came across things like – “You haven’t failed until you stopped trying.”

I have a vivid imagination at times and pictured a boxing match between diabetes and myself. Now diabetes is big and tough while I’m skinny and weak, so diabetes has the advantage. Diabetes keeps knocking me down and I would get up, I’ll get knocked down again and get right back up. Now someone in the crowd (I picture this to be that mean little voice in your head that never believes in you) shouts “Just stay down!” and I shout back “No I will never give up!” My little story ends with Diabetes getting tired from always knocking me down and one random blow knocks him out. Yeaaa…. I am the winner.

This is how I have dealt with my bad days. What do you do when you are feeling frustrated?

101 things in 1001 days

The Mission:
Complete 101 preset tasks in a period of 1001 days. (Inspired by Allison from Low Snacks and Lip Gloss)

Why 1001 Days?
Many people have created lists in the past – frequently simple goals such as New Year’s resolutions. The key to beating procrastination is to set a deadline that is realistic. 1001 Days (about 2.75 years) is a better period of time than a year, because it allows you several seasons to complete the tasks, which is better for organizing and timing some tasks such as overseas trips or outdoor activities.

Start Date: April 26th 2012    End Date: January 22nd 2015

Personal Health and Wellness
1. Establish a weekly workout routine
2. Run another 10K
3. Run in a half-marathon
4. Have A1C less than 6.5
5. Be able to do 25 perfect push ups
6. Drink at least 8 glasses of water a day for one month
7. Take dance lessons
8. Become more toned
9. Go a month without fast food

Travel and Entertainment
10. Visit Florida
11. Visit London
12. Visit Jamaica, where my dad’s side of family is from
13. Take a Euro. Trip
14. Visit Trinidad
15. Visit New York City, where I was born
16. Visit Las Vegas, NV
17. Go on a Catamaran cruise
18. Attend a performance at the Frank Collymore Hall
19. Attend a festival
20. Go on a picnic
21. Attend a concert
22. Visit all of the monuments around Barbados
23. Visit the Barbados Historical museum
24. Go to a cricket match
25. Go sing karaoke
26. Attend a blogger meet-up
27. Go bungee-jumping
28. Take an island safari trip

29. Go horseback riding

30. Go on the submarine

31. Ride a jet-ski

32. Visit Harrison’s cave

Creativity and Education
33. Paint 1 painting a month
34. Take a photography class
35.Take a pastry class
36. Take a web design class
37. Learn and use new word every month for a year
38. Learn to drive
39. Learn to type
40. Learn to swim
41. Learn to sew
42. Learn a foreign language
43. Learn to play poker
44. Create a comic strip
45. Learn how to create the perfect smokey eye
46. Become better-educated about wine

Culinary Skill
47. Learn to make the “perfect” chocolate chip cookies
48. Create a signature drink
49. Learn how to make a traditional Barbadian dish
50. Bake a pie from scratch
51. Make a pizza from scratch
52. Host a dinner party
53. Learn proper knife technique
54. Plan a weekly menu for 2 consecutive weeks
55. Make at least one recipe from a cookbook at least once a month

56. Buy a exercise game for my Wii
57. Buy and take care of a plant
58. Buy a camera

Organization and History
59. Document a “day in my life” in photographs
60.Scan old family pictures and make a photo-book
61. Frame and hang my best paintings
62. Consistently log all of my blood sugars in my log for 6 months
63. Organize my closet
64. Organize all of my photos

65. Organize my art supplies

66. Send out Christmas cards to arrive in time for Christmas
67. Organize my blog posts into categories

68. Organize my music collection

69. Sing in the rain
70. Enter a contest
71. Attend church services for a month
72. Mail a letter to a pen-pal
73. Do something special for a complete stranger
74. Read one new book every month
75. Finish a crossword puzzle from each day of the week, but not necessarily from the same week
76.Get involved with an organization that is important to me
77. Plan a girls weekend for my best-friends and I
78. Stop apologizing for things I shouldn’t apologize for
79. Get my passport
80. Throw a birthday party
81. List 101 things that make me happy
82. Find something to make me laugh every day for a month
83. Host my first art show
84. Write a business proposal
85. Get in the habit of writing thank you cards for even the most mundane things (just to blow people’s minds lol)
86. Change jobs
87. Write a living will and have it notarized
88. Host my blog
89. Be more outgoing
90. Read the entire Bible
91. Take a train somewhere
92. Find a mentor
93. Become a mentor to someone
94. Write consistently for 6 months
95. Volunteer for something
96. Enter a pageant
97. Start modeling (again)
98. Meet another d-blogger
99. Build my self-confidence
100. Play a sport
101. Inspire at least one other person to start a 101 things list

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A Funny Thing Called Hope

My Endo - Dr. G

It’s amazing how the moment that I was so terrified of, became a moment of joy and hope. I basically spent the last couple of days worrying about going to the Endocrinologist on Tuesday. Don’t get me wrong, I like him a lot when it comes to anything BUT my diabetes management. Yesterday, I got a call from his office that ended with my appointment being rescheduled for today…Three days early! WHAT!!!!

So there I was sitting nervously in the doctor’s office, waiting for him to say those awful, dreaded words:”Let’s take a look at your numbers” My horrible numbers that were all over the place. I began to ask myself, “Will he see how hard I am trying and the fact that I wrote everything down? What if he only focuses on the negatives… Will I lose my chance of ever getting the pump?”

With sweaty palms and a racing heartbeat, I watched as he went through my log and began writing notes on a piece of paper. He then turned and looked at me, showed me the numbers I had written and asked, “What do you see? ” Umm… “I see (horrible numbers… the lost chance of you prescribing a pump… my life flashing before my eyes…) high numbers?” I answered and held my breath. He explained that I was getting rebound hypers (high readings) from all of my hypos (the low ones) and that if I got rid of the hypos, the hypers should go as well.

There was no ‘What are you doing wrong?’ No blame or hurt. Instead he said that  he was impressed… He told my mom that I was maturing. He believes in me. I felt like I had won the lottery! Amazingly, although I was already self-motivated from before this visit to finally gain control of my diabetes. Now, I feel on fire and I know I can do it! I got the validation I needed that all the hard work I have done so far is actually showing. I guess the funny thing about hope is that you can find it where you least expect it.
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My Diabetes Really Hates Going To The Doctor

Sometimes my blood sugar does not seem to want to co-operate with me. I have an appointment with the Endo in less than a week (well actually in six days but who’s counting) and I was hoping to be able to proudly show my log book with perfect glucose numbers in it and he would then say, “Well Steph, I think you’re ready for the pump!”

Apparently, Big D missed the game plan! My goal was to have my

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bloodsugars under 7 mmol/L. Which was going pretty well until this week. Now however, my meter would blatantly show you 12s, 15s and even 20s. Seriously? What happened to all of my pretty 5.2s and 6.6s?

Hmm… Maybe I am stressing a bit (which would explain the high readings). Hmm… I know… I’ll call in sick. – Eh, Doc I can’t make it on Tuesday… I’m under stress caused by having to come in for a visit. – I don’t know about you but I don’t think that will work -_-

My diabetes must really hate going to the doctor lol.

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Quotation Inspiration

Well, I’m still playing catch up but oddly enough the task of catching up has me unusually inspired. Basically, that’s what’s day two of HAWMC #2 is all about: Inspiration.

Quotation Inspiration. Find a quote that inspires you (either positively or negatively) and free write about it for 15 minutes.

My favorite quote is actually a poem that I heard in the movie Coach Carter, which goes like this:

Coach Carter

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world.

There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.We were all meant to shine, as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,Our presence automatically liberates others.”

How can something like this not inspire you? I used to think that my deepest fear was failing but then I realized that I knew how to fail (and I have failed so many times in the past). It was winning that was new and different. Winning meant change. When it came to my diabetes, I avoided any kind of attention and didn’t manage myself as much as I could to fit in. However, it was the day I took control and decided to stand out that I finally realized that my story was much bigger than just me. It could be an inspiration for many others.

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Time Capsule

I know that I am a bit late to be starting the Health Activist Writer’s Month Challenge or HAWMC  but I was searching for some inspiration and found it. Technically, I should be on day 11 But I decided to start at the beginning with day 1.

Day One: Health Time Capsule: Pretend you’re making a time capsule of you and your health focus that won’t be opened until 2112. What’s in it? What would people think of it when they found it?

In my time capsule, the first thing that I would probably add would be the stuff I could never live without such as the three amigos – my glucose meter, test strips and poker (aka lancet pen), insulin and my pens. I would probably include pictures of my first diabetes camp and of my friends and family, they all give me the inspiration I need to go on each day. At camp I learned that I was not alone and my family and friends offered me the support I needed during the rest of the year. Next, I would add my favorite diabetes books, the first one is a guide to being a teenager with diabetes, the second one is a calorie/carb-counting book and the last would be a cookbook with blood sugar friendly recipes. The final touches would probably be measuring cups, a medic-alert ID, a packet of Splenda and a jar of peanut butter (the first comfort food that I was allowed to eat after my diagnosis but it’s healthy).

My capsule would be complete. Filled with the tools I use for managing my diabetes. As far as what would they think about it, I can only imagine but I guess it depends on how far advanced diabetes care and technology has gotten by then. I do know this much, the first meter that I ever had now seems like a dinosaur and that was  from only 8 years ago.

What would you put into your time-capsule?